The Bird and the Bee - Kiss on my List

You make me want to be myself

I love you with all my heart, for what you are and for what you make me feel....

Myself!

With no mask and with all my flaws...

Reflection

Today I saw a movie „Bad Teacher“ and all they talked about (at least of most the time) was about how you look.
This movie made me think about me and how badly I want to lose weight and how difficult it is for me.

What are my principles? Why is everybody that superficial?
I developed early and when I was 12 I had a woman's body and had already gotten my first period.
All the boys were chasing me around at school and even my brother’s friends.
I had boobs and butt like a 16 years old girl and I couldn’t handle it that well.
My brother helped me a lot to understand what boys were thinking and he was a sort of my bodyguard too. I’m glad I had his help on this… J

You have to treat your body like a temple, because it is a temple. It belongs to God.
Not to the man, who you’re trying to impress, or to your friends, or to the jealous bitch that you hate... or even yourself! 

Do you look sometimes in the mirror and think: Oh God, I’m fat! ?
What brings you to think that? What are your motivations?
Do you want to become hotter or do you want to be healthy?
What is important in your life? Being superficial or original?

I’m not saying you should stop working out or something.
I’m just questioning my own principles and what my body means to me.
I’m not just saying something about the body itself, but about what appearance represents.
What does it show? It shows you? It shows a fantasy? It shows how do I like myself? (ou how do you like yourself)

Look at your reflection...

What does it show you?

Happy

I'm so happy!!!!!
I'm on track again and everything is going to be alright.
I'm gonna be back on my feet.

Give up

You fought so hard for someone, that never cared about you.

Now you just want to give it up... and let it go...

Egoism

In the world of egoism, you have even to pay for love.

Truth

Why is for everybody hard to tell the truth?
Telling the truth is hard
Knowing it is also hard
Try to somebody to tell the truth, is much harder.
That's why everybody goes the easy way..... LIE.